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| 12:26am 19/06/2006 |
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It Creeps from the corners of the mind.
It Encompasses all that it contacts, distorting even the strongest souls.
It Twists and writhes through the body, making its way to the heart.
It Reaches its destination, the heart begins to decay.
Decaying hearts bleed no longer,
Pumping nothing but dust through veins that have not known plasma for many months.
The body moves, but not by an act of will but by a willingness to act.
A strange darkness is all that enables It to move.
Un-thinking, un-caring and un-loving...
It is now a creature of instinct. |
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| 02:23am 22/09/2005 |
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yo
fuck im quite nintoxicated and im thinking shit lol my typo was nintoxiwahtsit does that mean too much nintendo? anywho some cunt in cooper pedy won something like $500,000 snf id s cuntox and here i am saving $1,000 a fortnight just so me and the girlypoo can have a confortable life (love you shitface) fduck im smashed and im here uopdating maybe that nmeans a new start to my livejournal which is a million years old and fuck like that. How good are the dresden dolls! once i get back to civilisasaion im gonna track them down and see them live.
anywho im not sure if this is readable or not if it isnt then fuck you all
adios fuckcunts im audi
ahahaha i didnt know how to update but now iv ound it
fuck off. |
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| Trust me, Im a ninja |
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| 11:55pm 13/09/2005 |
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mood:  content music: The Dresden Dolls - The Jeep Song
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As Mike Patton would say.. What is this?
Thats right everybody its me updating the most boring livejournal in the world!!!!11121!!~!~! OMGSA LOLS@!
Just thought id write abit on what iv been upto since the last post. For those that dont know im now living/working at Ayers Rock resort in ulara which is about 4.5 hours away from alice springs and another 5 hours away from the nearest civiliset community.
Im working here until about christmas or until i get bored because its a great palce to save money and im currently saving between $1000-$1500 a fortnight which i think is pretty skippy.
Its a hard life here but i get free food, free alcohol (plenty of it) and a good tan and now that iv got the net, ps2,and shit like that im rpetty settled but still missing home and the girly like crazy.
*waves to assflapper*
Man iv forgotten how to write these things they're so boring. Right now im listening to the dresden dolls and i swear that them and the divinyls are the newest greatest bands ever. Well the greatest behind the pummpkins that is :P
I just watched the Life Aquatic again and i swear the bit where the two dudes jump into the spa, with owen wilson and cate blanchett, one of them is eating a toasted sandwhich and its just plain quirkatronic.
anywho im audi. |
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| You keep on using me. |
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| 03:08am 15/03/2005 |
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mood:  depressed music: New Order - 1963
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Long time no post.
Lately iv been immersing myself in countless books and contemplating my own existence, this is not a good thing. Iv realised that contemplation just leads to depression and so far this year iv spent the majority of it depressed. Im not one of those people that lets my depression be seen tho which i think could be a problem. If nobody knows that im a mess inside then how can i expect anyone to come to my rescue.
Iv been looking for jobs that are advertised far away because at the moment i think the only thing that could help me is to go somewhere new, do something different for a change. I used to change myself and my life all the time and it always made me feel better but for the last 18 months or so iv just done the same old thing.
I hate these stupid posts that are just non-sensical ramblings but i suppose its good for me to type shit occasionally even tho nobody ever sees it.
Ahh.. well, The world is full of suffering, it is also full of overcoming it.
Maybe i should do something constructive so for this post im going to do a list of my top 50 movies of all time(in no particular order).
* Velvet Goldmine
* Amelie
* 2001: A Space Odyssey
* The Empire Strikes Back
* Snatch
* Monty Python and the Holy Grail
* Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
* Reservoir Dogs
* Series 7
* Edward Scissorhands
* A Clockwork Orange
* One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
* 24 Hour Party People
* Nightmare Before Christmas
* Neverending Story
* The Birds
* American Psycho
* Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
* Anatomie
* The Labrynth
* The Transformers Movie
* The Wizard of Oz
* Oliver Twist
* Swingers
* Donnie Darko
* The Princess Bride
* Forrest Gump
* Spirited Away
* Monsters Inc.
* Made
* Fargo
* Sling Blade
* Ed Wood
* Stand By Me
* A Hard Days Night
* Clerks
* Chasing Amy
* Return of the Jedi
* Vertigo
* Eraserhead
* Mulholland Dr.
* Metropolis
* Logans Run
* Star Wars: A New Hope
* A Dog Day Afternoon
* Cube
* Punch Drunk Love
* Dark Crystal
* Ferris Beullers Day Off
* The Big Lebowski
MMmm im pretty sure i left out a few crucial ones there but i figure its a good list considering i didnt even go look at my dvd collection and that it was all off the top of my head.
Until next we meet. |
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| 01:52am 17/01/2005 |
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mood:  cynical music: The Dresden dolls - Girl Anachronism
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Ok people i think i just saw the worst pictures ever, they were pics of a man tying up his penis and then cutting the top off, at this point im thinking they are fake but still they just look so real that you cant help but be disgusted. I was thinking about pasting the link to the pics here but i figured everybody is fucked up enough. Its pics like those that affirm my beliefs that the human race is worthless. We think that we are the supreme lifeforms inhabiting the planet yet we constantly prove otherwise.
Anyway onto happier things. The basketball season starts again this week so i can finally get out of the house and do some actual exercise and maybe work my way out of this slump that iv seemed to have caught myself in. Iv always found myself happiest while playing basketball. It's probably because exercise release endorphins into my body but i also think its because while i play my mind is clear, i dont think about anything except the game at hand. Its hard to be depressed when your mind has no time to think depressive thoughts.
Earlier today i was reading a book with alot oflists in it and it got me thinking of some of my own so from now on until i get bored each entry i do im goingto try and have a top/bottom (insert number here) list. Fun for everyone.
Because of my current mood the first ever list will be;
My top 15 saddest songs of all time:
15} New Order - 1963-94
14} Zwan - Of A Broken Heart.
13} Fiona Apple - The Child Is Gone.
12} The Eels - Woman Driving, Man Sleeping.
11} Concrete Blonde - Joey.
10} Ben Fold's Five - Brick.
9} StainD - Epiphany.
8} The Beatles - Eleanor Rigby.
7} Sarah McLachlan - Wild Horses.
6} The Smashing Pumpkins - Landslide.
5} Johnny Cash - Hurt.
4} Placebo - My Sweet Prince.
3} Rachel Stamp - Heroin.
2} Savage Garden - Two Beds and a Coffee Machine.
1} The Smashing Pumpkins - Crestfallen.
I know that some of the artists i put down didnt originally do those songs but their versions are the ones that i find sadder. I also probably couldve made the list alot longer but i think 15 is enough.
So until we next meet, i bid you all adieu. |
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| wickity wack, im the mac daddy. |
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| 04:01pm 11/01/2005 |
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music: The polyphonic spree - Light and day.
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Itsy bitsy titsy girl doesnt hold a candle to her classmate sue.
A boy who once was known as seth dived into the reservior of nothing. After breaking the surface he kept on swimming until he lost all sense of direction. No longer could he breath, his lungs were aching, ready to burst he opened his mouth trying to gasp for air but instead his lungs just filled with water... |
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| 2005, the other white meat. |
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| 04:25pm 04/01/2005 |
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mood: complacent music: Nick Cave Ft Kylie Minogue - Where the wild roses grow
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Well unknown people who read this, its finally a new year. Another year for me to waste my 'apparent' potential. Another year for me to waste all my cash on such frivolous activities as drinking and.. well more drinking. Another year for me to move from flat to flat trying to find a place that i actually like, and last but not least another year in which i poison my body and mind so much so that it is always on the brink of madness.
Have a good year everybody it could be your last. |
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| In the mansion world id like to know you. |
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| 03:26pm 26/12/2004 |
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mood:  bored music: Deadsy - Anti-pop
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Instead of remembering here a scene and there a sound, I shall fit a plug into the wall, and listen to the past.
Iv been flashbacking abit lately its as if every point in my life is being brought into the present all at once. Im remembering things that happened years ago as if they only just occured, I think i even managed to pinpoint the exact moment where i went from a naive little boy into a deranged lost soul.
Once a pawn and once a pie a dandy dream what means to die, things to come as life goes by, its the core of human equation. |
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| Cherry Axemoose! |
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| 01:12am 26/12/2004 |
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mood:  contemplative music: Deadsy - Itsy bitsy titsy girl
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Merry Xmas to all those out there in the land of the livejournal.
Today was another corporate christmas where presents and greed replaced family and peace of mind.
Actually i shouldnt be bitter this year because amongst all the shitty non-thoughtful gifts i did manage to receive a couple of gems. My other, slightly less enigmatic, half got me a retro transformers shirt which iv been looking for for awhile now and she also got me a book by Arthur C. Clarke entitled 'The light of other days'. A couple of months ago i bought the collected short stories of Arthur C. Clarke and was blown away and ever since then iv started reading again, its a different kind of fun i suppose. Anywho i hope to start reading the book when i tear myself away from this cursed contraption that seems to pull me in whenever i walk into the room, damn you internet! damn you to hell!. The other gift i got which i really liked was the first neverending story movie on dvd. The neverending story was one of my favourite movies as a kid and i hadnt seen it in years until today and im glad to say that i think it has withstood the test of time.
I just realised that its no longer xmas so i take back my call for you all to be merry, now its boxing day so you all should be hungover, sick and wanting to die.
Anywho im out of here. |
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| There what was a boy, what did what he pleased. |
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| 05:30pm 20/12/2004 |
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There once was a boy who liked to eat spiders. I know what you are thinking 'spiders taste like rancid nachos.. who could eat rancid nachos?'. well this boy could and he did, he ate them all day. In fact there was nothing he liked more then to come home from a hard day at school and sit down with a nice jar of spiders and watch portmans romance.
One day tho the boy did not get to sit down and watch portmans romance, for you see the boy had died in a freak chocolate chip cookie incident at school. Chocolate chip cookies are EVIL.... |
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| I want to be ANARCHY. |
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| 01:27pm 18/10/2004 |
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mood:  chipper music: Interpol - Slow hands
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WOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
Look what we have here, its me updating livejournal! I dont think anyone actually reads this anymore because my friends list is basically non-existent. If any of you are still alive then get into contact with me and maybe il give you some monkey lovin.
SO yeah i know all of you are wondering whats been going on in the world of Ben, well unfortunately nothing much has been going on, i did move again about a week and half ago and the new place is pretty cool. There's a spare room that needs to be filled if anyone is interested ;)
At the time of writing this i havnt had an alcoholic beverage in about 6 days and i havnt gone out to an actual club in about 3 weeks, go me!
Man my life is so boring now, i need to get out more again or possibly get a new nintendo game and become an anti-social cockchump.
Anywho this is nearly as boring as i remembered it so in the immortal words of Al Gore...
"PEACE OUT YA'LL" |
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| I fuck you because you ARE a whore |
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| 12:52pm 13/04/2004 |
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mood:  blank music: Turbonegro - (I fucked) Betty page
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Yo yo yo, whattup chumps and chumpettes?
Im updating this so yep, im bored.
Im thinking about peircing something yet i do not know what. Im leaning towards my pee pee but still im not sure. i just feel like changing something about myself, maybe il cut off my ear van gogh style.
Hear your voice of treason.. will you come home and stop this pain tonight.. stop this pain tonight. doo doood ooooooooooooooooooooo
man im bored i think im giong to go to the mall and pretend to be johnny depp from benny and joon, il do the whole park thingo and entertain some punks for awhile.
*goes to pick up his hat but kicks it away*
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| Racing car beds. |
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| 03:38pm 02/03/2004 |
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HIDY HOE.
*waves to alex*
Alex is a girl with fuck ugly hair.
When i fist my ass its her that i want there.
After the fisting il then grab my knife,
slit her throat and make her my wife.
Cos fucking with corpses is what i like best.
Especially ones who have a hairy chest. |
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| 01:01pm 16/01/2004 |
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so people i have about 5 days until i finish work so im here just kicking back updating my livejournal, im gonna write a lil poem and it will be dedicated to a miss Sofie bo nofie mcpooer.
Sofie be thy name, the name of the girl who has a nice pooer.
Shes so sweet that i cant describe it.. if only you knew her.
I wish that one day i could fist her nostrils and rape her bum,
and then maybe pull out and on her tits i think i shall cum.
Shes so sweet that i love her so much.
I cant wait to feel her kisses and touch.
Hope u like sofie :D its all for you!
laters potaters! |
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| 02:19am 23/10/2003 |
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mood:  curious music: Jimmy fallon - Idiot Boyfriend
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yo yo yo. Havnt updated for awhile and im bored so i thought i would. Things have been fairly good lately and things are going fine and dandy and hmmmmmmm, i had alot to say before i actually started typing now im drawing a blank.
OO OO OO i got my BDO tickets even tho there isnt really any must see bands and yeah........ VIEWTIFUL JOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *squeals and runs away*
Viewtiful joe you are my hoe. licking my feet and biting my toes, how is it that nobody knows just how good you are at all of your shows.
mm havnt been creative in awhile and it shows coz that poem SUCKED MONKEYS TESTES good thing i dont beleive in editing. anywho be back late maybe. |
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| 05:34pm 04/08/2003 |
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Im sick so does anyone wanna give me some chicken soup? if so just put it in my email account (viewaskewno9@hotmail.com).
Thank you. |
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| 06:06am 04/08/2003 |
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mood: complacent music: Limahl - Never Ending Story
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Distressed, depressed, my heads a mess. Consumed by thoughts to head out west. Ive tried my best but failed this test so fuck you all, i couldnt care less. |
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| Where is the love? |
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| 01:12pm 30/07/2003 |
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mood: blank music: Black Eyed Peas - Where is the love
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Heya folks! im just abit bored so i thought id make a lil upate.. how are you fuckers? good? good.
Work is cutting back shifts so that means iv got even more time on myhands and im broke :S
Where is the love y'all..
Sitting here bored, in a daze.
Insatiable is now on, its darren hayes.
I heard he's getting married again.
Lucky bitch, he should marry me, Ben.
my love for you insaitableeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *squeals*
i was just reading the case file for Ed Geinand he was one sick fucker. It makes me scared to go out in the woods and look for a dark house with screams emanating from it..
Bah! im rambling so i might put a few songs on to download then go read or exercise.
adios. |
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| 04:41pm 28/07/2003 |
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Im now totally broke.
Wishing i never woke..
But the futures looking bright.
I now have something good in my sights.
She means the world to me..
and hopefully soon our love can be free.
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| 08:27pm 26/07/2003 |
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hey i think i just put an avatar up finally.. YAY!!!
Anywho im not writing a real entry so il just come up with a quick poem and leave yas all.. YA HEAR!
Im gonna go watch some TV.
yes you know that it sounds like me.
Il watch whatevers on and il do it with glee.
Then unzip my pants and set lil B free.
Then il go outside and wipe my cum on a tree.
Hopefully no one is around to see.
If someone is then il have to zip up and flee.
Oh yes! the pleasures of TV. |
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